Finally! I finally unblocked my mind and was able to converse with my spirits and one guide this morning. I felt so happy. I met a new spirit - he is a family member too. John is the father of Emily who is my gatekeeper. I had, months ago, confirmed his existence with my online research. He confirmed what I had pictured of Emily and Peter. He confirmed that they did in fact live in South Carolina when they came here. He said he is the 4th cousin of my Dad's mother. He was 58 when he passed and his wife Kathleen was 50. They bore 8 children, but only Emily and Peter lived. Ireland was harsh under British occupation. They raised sheep. I asked John if he would touch me and he ever so gently patted my head. So, so very cool!!! I am still tingly.
