I found this and forgot to save it so all I have is my notes, sadly no address or author.
For those who have awakened their lives change, often fall apart and they wonder why they are going thru such changes when all they want to be is spiritual.
It is believed to be a prefectly normal process tho usually not pleasant. When you drastically change your thoughts and beliefs you start to vibrate on a different frequency. The change in your vibration reflects in your outer world. Those things tied to that old vibration begin to fade away and leave your life and the new vibration and everything that comes with it replaces the old one.
Hhhhmmm? Why do I always find this kind of stuff way after the fact? LOL